Well, Rathiesh, the grass is always greener on the other side. And despite what the modern world says, there's nothing "great" or "lucky" in most relationships or "getting it with the opposite sex".

It's all shimmer on top - of course there are a few good examples here and there, but for the most part, it's not as glamorous as its shown.

Also, why do you say you couldn't even start a relationship? I am seeing if there's anyway I can help or guide here