Haha you turned our right my man. I did relapse and as much as I hate to pin it on a reason, I feel like having sex caused it.

When the lockdown was imposed and I couldn't meet the girl I was seeing, I became increasingly horny at home.

But the temptation was well at bay until one day even she was feeling horny and we decided to have a sexting session. I justified the fap by saying that I wasn't fapping to any "fantasy" as the girl was one I had already had sex with.

But once this got over, regret washed over me and within a few days, the lapses started setting in.

Now I am finally back on nofap and phew, made it to day 8 after quite long. This time, I'll stick to it for longer than 2 months and noporn hopefully forever