Did you read what I wrote under the Models section? I told it brought me to a "healthy balance".

As to never having been in a proper relationship, I do admit I find it hard to commit, for the simple reason that I have a LOT of options which most men don't.

Again, I do admit that there are many "high-level" men who have options that ARE in committed relationships.

So that's something I'm working on. Also, as I outlined under the Attached section, I grew up with a single mother and had a tough childhood which has left some mental damage.

Which again, I'm slowly working on. "The Rational Male" is toxic, I agree, but it has powerful kernels of truth as well. It's a "Take what's useful and reject the rest"

Coming to "gaming", I stopped doing that long ago - only in my "noob" days did I have to do it. I've had enough experience now to be very comfortable being brutally honest.

Also, gender roles are neither outdated nor toxic, there's a TON of evo-pysch and statistical support for it.

Again, that's just my preference with wanting highly feminine and "traditional stay-at-home" women - everyone's free and entitled to their own.